salam…
supposedly, i wanted to make a list of some-wish-before-i-get-married but too busy to accomplish them so i wish i could have more time, more money to do the thing that i really, really wanted to do… what are they?
1. Camping – i love camping. my last camp was uni year. pd beach. second year of study. i was 21. now i’m going 27. and sham, yes i am that desparate to go camping. nggghhh!!!
2. Mount climbing. the only mount i ever climbed was gunung datuk, rembau. terisek hill, taman negara and my granfather’s orchard. do not underestimate my grandfather’s orchard, when i was 10 i went there with my father and 2 uncles, pak chu and pak tam. on the way down, we stopped coz something was happened to my father’s bag but i could not remember what. while waiting for him to do something with his bag, i heard some noise but i could not see where the noise come from. iwas trembling, wanted to cry. but pak chu made the shhh sign so i just made face. when my father was done with his bag, we’re running down the hill. when we reached the paddy field down the hill, pak chu and pak tam asked my father what was it. and my father said it was a bear. wow!! a bear okay!
3. Holiday with friends. never been to one. how pathetic is that?
tiga aje? ummm…. itu aje yang dapat saya fikirkan. dua tiga menjak ni saya agak ‘berangin’. apa yang saya kata, rasa, fikir macam tak ada makna. sebenarnya saya harap saya ada byk lagi masa. tapi masa tak pernah jadi sahabat saya. jadi fikiran saya beku. statik. kalau diplotkan menjadi graf, pasti plotnya malar aje. padahal perkara2 yang menghimpit plotnya macam mesin jangka hayat. makin lama makin laju. kalau graf infra merah pasti ada byk ‘noise’. hahahahaha!!!!
mungkin saya terlalu berhati2. saya sangat lambat membuat keputusan. tapi apabila mmberi kata putus, jarang sekali saya mengambil semula… (apekah!!!!???? teruknya bahasa!)
selainnya, biarlah hanya saya dan Allah yang tahu.
salam…
ada orang kata, makin dah dekat tarikh nye, makin mengarut2 mimpi masa kita tidur… means otak dah fikir macam2… huhuhuhuh… those nightmares had started to attack my sleep. huhuhuhuhhu…. hate it so much! it affects amin tooo! everytime he or me had such dream we would call each other right away and talk and talk and talk…
paranoid sungguh kah kami?
panik? belum lagi….
hope everything will fall into the right place just like we planned.
Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu…
salam…
ada orang kata, cintai diri sendiri sebelum mencintai orang lain… macam mana ek…?
it’s april now… less than 4 months to go…
a bz months… thesis to be submitted anytime now… Dear Allah, please give me the strongest strength ever to just finish all this… ‘it’s been a long way, dalila’ prof said this to me from our last meeting. i realized that, sir… a friend said i was being very humble to call a lecturer ’sir’. my supervisor is not some lecturer occay… he deserves to be called ’sir’… he trust me more than anyone else in this world. and very patient too… ;P
wedding preparation? am getting started now… i don’t know which come first, or what. but i tried to put things piece by piece now…
i haven’t thoroughly decided about my career. may be after that little book submitted. i am not sure whether i am ready for JB too! getting nervous everyday. what if i.. what if i… and i forget easily and it’s getting worse..
even someone dare to call me ‘ah so’… i hate it!!!
saya rasa saya dah sangat mencintai diri…. tapi kenapa kena ada dilema ini?
