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for him

from him

me

the rings

us...

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salam….

the special thing is i am engaged at the same day my mother engaged to my father 29 years ago…  ;p

till then!

salam…

alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar. tak tau nak cakap la… gembira, malu semua ada. gambar2 dah ada. tapi tak sempat nak resize lagi. so next post nanti saya upload kan (thanx to abg ajin.. cantik2 gambarnyee…) thanx to kak murni and mama lizzie yang tolong saya bersiap. hehehehehe…

thanx to my family yang bertungkus lumus dgn persiapan majlis… letihnya sampai ke hari ni terasa. n to kawan2 yang sudi luangkan masa datang… mama lizzie, mama lynn, embun, pjan thanx korang… kd, ma-g and timah yang dtg sehari sebelum tu, tima kasih byk2… semua2 yang wish sebelum, pada dan selepas majlis, juga terima kasih…

to mak and abah, thank you and love you so much for being understanding and sporting. i feel like a grown up now… my friend was right when she said, it’s all about letting go…. for the next few months, i am still here… i hope we will appreciate this little time that we have… InsyaAllah…

Semoga dipermudahkan jalan untuk kami bersama nanti…Aminnn…

salam…

teringat lagu,
’so little time, so much to do,
i want to spend one day with you,
and if that day is not enough
may be we can stay in touch
…………………….’

tak ingat la sape nyanyi… yang pasti english band la… hah!

itu la yang saya rasa sekarang. masa terhad, tapi ada byk perkara nak buat. tapi satu apa pun tak hbs2 lagi.. tah bila nye la nak habis ni… huhuhuhuh…

kat tmpt keje (i would not say office coz i work in a lab, in a factory doing guy’s work! trust me, i hate it when i have to deal with male co workers. they bully their new officer okeh!!! even dare gossiping about me! i know… chezzz!!!) hari ni tak byk keje sangat. sempat jugak curi2 buat keje lain… ngeheheheeh…

bila balik rumah, mak dan abah yang bz buat itu ini. saya? cuma buat perkara sendiri. mereka tak kacau saya langsung. pertama kalinya, saya rasa mereka melayan saya seperti orang dewasa. mula2 dulu rasa tersepit sangat2. macam2 saya kena jawab dan fikir. bila dah selasaikan semua, they take control of everything. i don’t mind! heheehhe… sekarang, saya rasa they are the coolest parents! heheheh… serious! i don’t know how to deal with all this without them… huhuhuhhuhuuhu…

owh… AJL 23 champion is Meet Uncle Hussin!!! love it! love it! Lan’s vocal reminds me of this one English band. cannot recall which but that high pitch is incredible! it’s not falsetto occay! his vocal pitch is really high.

my mood now? mixed! am i excited? afraid? panicked or stressed out? all in one!!! huhhuhuhu…

till then!

salam…

teringat lagu,
’so little time, so much to do,
i want to spend one day with you,
and if that day is not enough
may be we can stay in touch
…………………….’

tak ingat la sape nyanyi… yang pasti english band la… hah!

itu la yang saya rasa sekarang. masa terhad, tapi ada byk perkara nak buat. tapi satu apa pun tak hbs2 lagi.. tah bila nye la nak habis ni… huhuhuhuh…

kat tmpt keje (i would not say office coz i work in a lab, in a factory doing guy’s work! trust me, i hate it when i have to deal with male co workers. they bully their new officer okeh!!! even dare gossiping about me! i know… chezzz!!!) hari ni tak byk keje sangat. sempat jugak curi2 buat keje lain… ngeheheheeh…

bila balik rumah, mak dan abah yang bz buat itu ini. saya? cuma buat perkara sendiri. mereka tak kacau saya langsung. pertama kalinya, saya rasa mereka melayan saya seperti orang dewasa. mula2 dulu rasa tersepit sangat2. macam2 saya kena jawab dan fikir. bila dah selasaikan semua, they take control of everything. i don’t mind! heheehhe… sekarang, saya rasa they are the coolest parents! heheheh… serious! i don’t know how to deal with all this without them… huhuhuhhuhuuhu…

owh… AJL 23 champion is Meet Uncle Hussin!!! love it! love it! Lan’s vocal reminds me of this one English band. cannot recall which but that high pitch is incredible! it’s not falsetto occay! his vocal pitch is really high.

my mood now? mixed! am i excited? afraid? panicked or stressed out? all in one!!! huhhuhuhu…

till then!

i am fine… very, very fine… i was just whining.. that’s all…
talking about life…
right now, i feel everything is perfect, everything falls into its right place. it’s just i still feel empty spaces at certain time or place or thing… i don’t know… may be i was just missing someone there in jb so much. tu je…

tak tau la… may be when i was in upm, surrounded with bunch of friends making things are all at ease. when i was worry, happy or sad or even cranky, they’re there. within my reach. now?

may be i was used to. since i was 13 i lived with friends. at now going-to-27 (OMG!!! how time flies!) the space i fit in is very, very narrow. see 4 people at home, 10-12 people at work… you know how…

a week to go… hope it’s perfect. next Sunday, i will be somebody’s fiancee… whooo!!

i don’t know what to do.

i am panicked!

i don’t even started doing things i should do.

fed up!!!!!!!

salam…

me a bit bz, cranky and freaky!

waaa….!!! tak terkejar rasanya. macam2 dateline saya kena kejar. tapi saya yakin saya boleh melakukannya…

at certain situation, distance still a sensitive subject in town. i don’t know why. but i’m adjusting just well here and better, i think. it’s just i cannot leave my phone more than a minute and more prepaid card usage… but i don’t mind at all…

new phase… about that part, i leave it first for now.

regarding my first salary… what do i get for myself rewarding all my hard work there… ermmm a new phone. simple one but very useful. (and cheap!!!). i am not stingy, i plan what i want to buy. and a pair of new sandals for my feet. i love it! (and cheap also!!!)

the truth is, i haven’t shopping like anybody else upon receiving their salary as my first salary is being spent for my…the-thing-that i-won’t-tell-now.

me at upm now…

till then.